You Are A [Winner/Loser]

Lie, just for the sake of it. Screw other peoples' lives. Play with their circumstances, insecurities and misfortunes. Make their lives a living hell. Make them wish death. Make them feel little and worthless. Make them suffer in misery. Care about no one. Gods are on your side: you have been blessed with intelligence and power. Worry no consequence. You know you cannot ever be questioned. Let the world watch and condemn you. Bribe them. Bribe them with promises and enlighten them on the pleasure of watching others suffer. Get them off your back. Enjoy.

The oppressed, your victim somehow escapes your crushing and proves you wrong in front of the world.

Pretend sick. Dramatize the situation. Never be sorry, that'd weaken you. Make the most out of the scene. Save yourself from being the wrong one; you can never be wrong, Gods know you.  Fake a heart disease, nervous breakdown or cancer for that matter. Get the attention; get the good wishes.
CONGRATULATIONS! You have landed to the safe zone. You are a winner!

But then suddenly your (long lost) conscious awakes from decades of forced coma. It stands right in front of you. Arms crossed on the chest. Forehead creased. Ready to take on you. May it never let you live. May it keeps bringing back your past. May it makes you wish you were dead every time you try to give that 'victory smile' you were always famous for. May it destroy you every second of your miserable life.

And it takes away your wish to live because your tormented victims are smiling even after all the anguish and ordeal you put them through. You are a loser. Yes, you are!

*insert some catchy title here*

Hey fellas! I know I am lazybones and all but, in complete honesty, I've been caught up with life and "stuff" for a while. I started this blog for myself and intended to update it frequently but unfortunately I could not give it due amount of time and attention. Can't say I am not writing lately, I am! For the past few months I have been spending a huge chunk of my time writing. Most of it is personal writings [that is, me talking to myself mostly] and even if I sit and try to write something with the intention of publishing on the current affairs or anything for that matter I find myself being too dark, too lame too boring, too vague or too personal. My blog is filled with drafts that are unfinished writings waiting to get done and published. I did not mean to ignore the blog or writings but the fear of judgement maybe or probably the fact that they are not what I want them to be yet. So yes, I will try to keep this blog alive but that is not a promise because most of the times I do not find the right mood to do the trouble of 'pretending' nice and goody good. HAHA. Bye!
Laziness level: not being able to come up with a title :P